January 2011
25 posts
Ungrateful
When you don’t have a roof over your head, food to eat, eyes to see, feet to walk, money, family, or friends THEN you could come to me and tell me your life sucks.
You know you're in love when you eat
I went from 106 to 115 within a month and a half when I started to talk to Adrian again. My mom said that it’s okay because my weight looks better on me. She said I looked sick when I weighed 106. Maybe that’s what it looked like to others, but to me I just looked skinny. I was happy with the way I looked. Haha I swear all we do is work, eat, and sleep. I can’t do this anymore!...
$hopping
I’m so sad that I’m putting a restriction on myself this year. I’m trying to save up all of my paychecks and then splurge (basically redoing my whole wardrobe) just one day of the year. I would usually just buy every other week because shopping makes me happy but it sure as hell hurts my wallet. I work so damn hard for my money, so it’s safe to say I deserve it. It’s...
@alanaaay or whatever the fuck “You talk so much shit about me yet I didn’t hear a word when I passed by. Hahah smh.” You’re one to talk, and I don’t even have you on twitter or FaceBook. What am I gonna do jump in front of you while you’re driving a cart to call you a dumb bitch? Please, get over yourself hahaha.
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me here.
They it’s wrong but you’re...
There’s plenty of time left tonight I...
Sometimes I wish I could wake up to an easy life. I always hope to wake up to the answers that I’m still trying to learn and figure out. I can’t imagine how wonderful it would be to wake up and all of a sudden know everything you need to know to be exactly where you want to be. However, I’m thankful where I stand because without need and struggle there would be nothing to excite...
People that pick favorites and shit
Sooo fucking lame haha, stop playing that high school game. How old are we now? I’m pretty sure that for one night I can be mature and realize that not everything revolves around me so that I could celebrate with somebody that means a lot to me on his birthday. I know when to put aside my differences when it comes to somebody I dislike and I’m out for an occasion. You make it seem like...
“It hurts me just as much as it hurts you. I’ve done the worst that any man can do to his woman. Lying. That gets you nowhere in life and especially if you want to have a balanced relationship. I’m very grateful that you’ve taken me back, and I will never make that same mistake again. Trust me, I know it still hurts you to this day but that’s the past and I...
You know, I spend a lot of my time being angry over the past. It’s a complete waste of time. For one, it’s the past, it already happened. Second, you can’t change what has been done. Could have, should have, would have, don’t we all wish? But I’ve come to a conclusion; whenever something fucked up happens I get mad, upset, or whatever. I get over it eventually, but I...
We’ll walk around pretending we’re all...
All I have to say is that if something in my blog is meant for you, you will definitely know. I’ll make it obvious more than ever, so that it will have your damn name written all over it. Most of my posts are just about shit going through my head inspired by something, or talk about people or things in general. So do me a favor and get the fuck over yourself because you look like a real...
I’ve always realized that a lot of the time Adrian and I spend time together we don’t have the same talks that we used to have. Lately whenever we talk it’s always about what’s going on around us, movies that we’re watching, or food that we’re eating all at that specific time. I miss the kind of talks about anything and everything, that would go on until 4AM,...
Ladies, don't degrade yourself
I don’t know what it’s worth to people nowadays to make their self-worth lower than it should be. Everytime I go through my timeline on Twitter, dashboard on Tumblr, or newsfeed on FaceBook I see somebody flaunting something that they really shouldn’t be proud of. You don’t need to put your goodies on blast, or quote somebody that refers to you looking like a ho. You...
For the very last time
It’s 2011 now, but I just read something that pissed me off. To leave this shit behind me on the correct fucking foot and in the most accurate combination of words whether it was directed towards me or not here I go.. Adrian and I are together now, and it’s better than we have ever been. Regardless of all the bullshit we had to go through to get here, I DON’T HAVE ANYBODY TO...