February 2010
51 posts
January 2010
90 posts
Dear John
I’m half way done, and unlike a bunch of other girls that I know it’s taking me a lot longer to finish this damn book. I keep getting distracted or falling asleep on this book haha. I finally hit the better parts of the book! I’m determined to finish hopefully by tonight. I’ve been really sad and mad reading this book haha. It reminds me of the situation I’m in right...
My dad always said that when you're struggling...
Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand, and...
I like girls with simple faces
I think the prettiest girls are the ones that don’t need a lot to enhance their beauty. I enjoy looking at faces with natural beauty. I admire girls that have no purpose to hide behind a layer of minerals and cosmetics. They have faces that are refreshing to look at haha.
It's really weird thinking about my past.
Who I was with, who I was, what I did, and things I said. I look back and sometimes look at these blobs of fuzzy memories thinking “Did I really?” When I think about it I find it hard to believe that I felt the way I ever did for my ex’s. It’s mostly because I don’t find myself anywhere near how I once felt for them before. If I look at myself a couple years back, I...
“Now she got high hopes, just to say hi to us.
She want the high life, she like...”
– Lupe Fiasco
My life right now in a ramble
(Warning: Contents of this post may be long, boring, and useless to you haha)
Time to play catch up! So Friday-Sunday I was on a mini vacation, celebrating Mary’s upcoming 18th birthday. We stayed at the Hyatt Regency in Anaheim, CA. Might I add in for the weather after the storm, it was amazingly perfect. It was so much fun, pretty much what I needed to get away from all of the chaos...
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where do you shop?!
Everywhere! Haha mostly Urbanoutfitters, H&M, and Forever 21
why are you so selfish you were all on justins nutts like crazy status you used to cry so crazy and scream and act so disgusting and physco no wonder he left your dumb ass how do you feel plus you should feel bad because him and alani would of been great
Hahahaha I hope...
I think I'm running out of clever things to say
Formspring is taking over my blog. I haven’t had much to say, probably because I don’t really want to say anything. It’s okay though, eventually if there’s something that needs to be said I won’t take this for granted. I’m leaving for California early in the morning! I’m praying that this weekend is amazing. No adult supervision in a family VIP suite, it...
God help me now, this is an emergency.
“I’m selfish? I give you money all the time and all you do is blow thousands of it out of your pockets when you go to the casion. You don’t even have enough money to fill in your fucking gas tank. I’m going leave you all of you here..” “Go and don’t come back!” “Fine then, I can’t stand being here. You make me so angry. I’m leaving...
You make me smile with my heart
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what are the top 3 things that have happened that you wish hadn’t? (not saying you reget them, just asking what would you like not to have happened but already did.)
1. Not take high school seriously my first two years
2. Stay with somebody for so long when I knew I deserved better
3. Go out with Justin (not to be mean or anything.. haha)
Do you sometimes...
If love is a place I'ma go again. At least now,...
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when you come to jersey, hit me up
Whenever that is haha. I can’t wait to see the East coast though! Who is this? :)
You’re a great person, and reall pretty too. Don’t let anybody get you down! :)
Aw thank you! :) I know I’m tryinggg, I know better
You shouldn’t worry about what they say because they got nothing on you
They might say hi and I might say heeey, but you...
There are people in this world that don't deserve...
I don't need to explain myself to anybody so that...
I want to say that I care, but I just feel like I really don’t. Two days ago I asked somebody this question: “Are you really happy? Yes or no.” Two fucking options, and that person couldn’t even come up with an answer. I ask myself that almost everyday, and never have I answered with a yes. I am fooling myself with a smile on my face like it’s almost real.
There are...
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Shit just happens, bs. How the fck is it more to it than ” snatching” to you. Your hurting your fcking best friend. And you say that it happens it doesn’t. You let it happen. You decide that you want to go after them. Your decision. Yeah, some best friend
Lol you’re funny. It’s more than just “snatching” because I don’t do it on purpose, I actually...
Just to let you know
I hate it when people call me when they’re with a group of people because there’s really no point. Half of the time I’m put on hold because they’re having a conversation with somebody else. I can’t hear the other person with 5 other people yelling in the background. When I’m in the middle of a sentence they get interrupted by somebody they’re with, and...
"It takes another person to realize what they had...
I’m so glad that I’ve finally met somebody that I could just listen to what they have to say and be interested. Sometimes I feel like I’m always the person that has something to say, so it feels good to finally be the one to sit there and listen. I like learning from other people because I feel like I don’t get that enough. What I like the most about it this time is that,...
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Its funny how you say youre so ugly and fat and yet you’re the only person i know that takes pictures EVERY DAY and posts em and try to fish for compliments. Why?!
Why do I feel like I know who this is? Hahaha, I only say I’m ugly when I’m comparing myself to another person, especially my close friends. I have beautiful friends. Fat, only because my mom’s...
I don't know what to title this
Whenever I’m really happy, I feel like I’m not allowed to be. There’s always a scratch, broken, or missing piece when it comes to my happiness. I could be the happiest ever, and still not feel complete. Something does not and will not click all together. Whether it’s another person in the way, family problems, friends, or problems that I face with myself, there’s...
If heaven had a height you would be that tall.
Common
“I know that love is unconditional but I also know that it can be unpredictable,...”
– Stardust
Short term goals
Sorry, I really don’t have anything to be blogging about. I’m kind of boring when I’m actually content with my life haha. I’ve been trying to replace all of my extra time that goes to Tumblr or anything with the fucking internet with more productive time consumers. I made a list of things that I want to accomplish and do until summer comes around. Time will fly, believe...
“When something’s gone you keep looking for it, but when it’s there...”
– Story of my life, said by my mother.
I like falling asleep on the phone with you...
I don't settle for less than what I know I deserve
A lot of people seem to be misunderstanding when it comes to that. They think I’m picky, stuck up, or high maintenance which is funny because I believe I’m hardly any of those in relationships. The real reason is because I know what I’m capable of giving. If you have my heart, believe me when I say you have my heart.
A person that gives and gives and gives, should never feel...
HALLELUJAH! Tumblarity doesn't exist anymore, so...
You got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have...
I'm not changing, I'm just finding other ways to...
I really don't enjoy sharing my belongings because...
