January 2010
90 posts
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If you had access to a time machine, where and when would be the first place you travel to? I’d go back to 2003 when I was in Japan, or anytime I was in SoCal
What TV show makes you laugh the loudest? The Soup! That guy is pretty funny..
Who inspires you the most? My parents of course
what’s your tumblr layout called? I don’t even know, and I’m too lazy to check haha...
Finally, we meet
So I haven’t done much this break, and I’m crushed to say that in 4 more days it will be over. I’ll admit I’ve experienced much more exciting winter breaks than this one. The highlight of my break was yesterday, not because I went out or anything, but because of a talk that both my dad and I shared. I got caught sneaking out the night before. I can’t tell you how...
She was given the world. So much that she couldn't...
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December 2009
127 posts
“The first time I met you, you were so quiet and cool, you
Never thought that...”
– Estelle ft. John Legend
I can feel it now
I thought that I was going to walk into 2010 still feeling the way I feel now. I’m glad to say that today I am finally shedding off all of the hurt and bad feelings away. I never thought that I would encounter any of the things I’ve faced this year, yet alone just in that 12 months that felt shorter than ever. It’s okay to know that I’ve overcomed it all because you live...
The love was real that's what my heart feelin, and...
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You're so irritating
What you say. What you do. The thought of you. Everything about you is just so irritating to me. I just want to slap the shit out of you.
I have a weak stomach
That is the most ironic thing about me wanting to be a pediatrician. I can’t even stand the sight of blood, and I absolutely hate the smell of hospitals. I get really into those hospital drama shows, but when it comes to the surgery scenes I’m barely watching. Haha I stay peeking between the gaps of my fingers. Whenever I watch real videos of somebody getting injured or undergoing some...
The ones who are hardest to love are usually the...
Things on my mind
1. I need to remember to sign up for the upcoming ACT again. I failed myself the first time I took that shit.
2. I’m trying to control myself because I don’t want to do that to you. It’s hard thinking that it might just be something good in front of me. I don’t want it though because I know how it’s going to make you feel even when you say “it’s...
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At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a ‘way out’ but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).
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Youth
As much as I love my youth, I hate it. Whenever I do something I do it because I want to. Even though I have most things planned out, I tend to live for the moment. I’m young, I can do stupid things, so I’ll do it if I want to. I didn’t say I was stupid, I just get caught up and make poor decisions. The only thing that I can do is say sorry although it doesn’t do much. I...
“One day you’ll want her, but she won’t be there anymore. One day...”
Whenever somebody is bitching and talking shit to...
That's when I heard Murder. You're killing me,...
Lupe Fiasco
I had an adventure last night
Lani finally came out to play yesterday. She got me sick on Christmas Eve, and since Lino basically lived at my house for the past 5 days I got him sick. We were all together sick, so we decided to go get some pho. It was my first time! “Nica is going to try pho pho the pho time.” Hahaha, it was alright but I would rather have some sinigang! After that we went to City Center, which...
I'mma tell you what I need
“It gets lonely in this business, need a homie who’s the realest. Someone who wants to find out all that I have to give. Who can bring me what is missing, when I talk he wanna listen. Sitting patient steady waiting, for the day when I can face it. The one that can love me for who I am and so much more.”
It would be so nice if something made sense for a...
Alice in Wonderland
I rather have you be mad at me than disappointed
At least when you’re mad I know that you’ll eventually get over it, and in a couple of days you’ll act like nothing ever happened. I hate knowing that when I disappoint you I’ve destroyed some kind of connection between us, be it honesty or trust. When I disappoint you I know I’ve hurt you in some way, and I’m sorry mom and dad.
I have my wedding planned out.
No ring or guy, yet. I’m still young to even be thinking that far ahead, but seriously I have a vision playing in the back of my mind. I know what colors I want, what my dress to look like, what season I want it in, and all of the little details. I get eager thinking about it. Haha almost all girls have a clue of what they want, we start planning at a young age.
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Disabled my other formspring because I didn’t like it. So I made a new one on formspring.ME! Haha it’s so much easier to use, au revoir!
The type of friendship I don't mind having
We don’t have to make memories everyday to remember. We don’t have to update each other right after something important happens. We don’t have to laugh all the time. We don’t have to be so serious all the time. We don’t have to physically be together at the same place. I don’t mind having a friend that is absent once in a while. With all of the things that are happening in my life it’s...
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I have a plan, I have a back up plan, and I also...
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was...
Fragrances
Even certain perfumes and colognes bring me back to a certain time. There shouldn’t be any kind of attachment from scents to my feelings, it’s just weird. Then again it’s one of those feelings that you can’t really help or control, you just take it in and allow yourself to feel the way you feel. I know I’m emotional, but I never thought that even the littlest shit...
It's bad luck to give shoes to somebody you love
I don’t give shoes as presents for two reasons
It’s bad luck
They can get expensive haha
I always get scared to receive them too. You know filipinos and the millions of superstitions they believe in. They’re like excuses as to why everything is the way it is. This is the only one I care for because apparently giving somebody shoes symbolises you allowing them to walk away from...
Maybe sometimes we've got it wrong, but it's...
Sometimes we don’t see certain things until we’re...
I wish I could share this with you.
The light of my day, the dark of my night, and this new found happiness. It’s so much better to be able to share your feelings with somebody else, it just makes everything feel that much more complete. Whenever I go through something I wish there was somebody special that could and wants to go through it with me. It’s just funny because everytime I think of one person I would want to...
Christmas party at my house
Isn’t it funny that I’m upstairs typing this up? Everybody is downstairs eating still, I’m done and all I really want to do is knock out haha. I love having family parties at my house, but as I recall they were a lot more fun when I was younger. I still can’t believe that Christmas is tomorrow. I could sleep in tomorrow and not even feel it. Oh well, growing up happens....
It's written all over my face.
It’s a shame when somebody you know could sit infront of you and tell you what your problems are. But you know there’s something wrong when somebody you’ve never met could look at you and know there’s a problem.
I can't sleep because the night is keeping my mind...
You cut off all connections thinking that it's...
